THRICE BLESSED WITH TORAH
Rosh Hashanah Reflections
September 28, 2011
Rosh Hashanah at Rodeph Shalom had special meaning to me
this year. I attended both the
“alternative” and “classic” services, finding each inspiring in its own
way. Having played some role in shaping
the back-to-back nature of the services, I felt that I wanted to participate in
both, but I never thought that I would come away so moved with my very personal
involvement with the Torah over the course of the morning.
Anyone who attended the earlier service has to agree that
this was not your grandparents’ Rodeph Shalom.
The combination of the congregational choir in the front and musicians
scattered throughout the sanctuary created a great participative atmosphere,
and Cantor Murley wonderfully led us from one song to the next. But then there developed nothing I’d seen
before: as we readied ourselves for the Amidah, the rabbis opened the
ark and invited anyone who wanted to come on the bimah to spend time with our
Torahs. Literally scores of people
responded, and I don’t think I’ve ever been so moved as to listen to our choir
sing Holy, Holy Holy while families—sometimes three generations
worth—went before the ark, often with the entire family in an extended
hug. Several parents and grandparents
whispered something into a young one’s ear, sharing a special moment. Some people just silently gazed. From my vantage point, as I watched the
procession, I envisioned our ancestors, two thousand years ago, being called by
the shofar to come to the Ark of the Covenant, and I felt incredibly connected
to everyone in the sanctuary—indeed, to the Jewish world.
During the later service, I had the privilege of carrying
the large Torah during the processional.
This time, I got to feel the scroll and offer it to hundreds of people as
we marched through the crowded sanctuary.
During our summer Shabbat sessions regarding Profound Moments, Michael
Mufson movingly recounted his experience of carrying the Torah during his
nephew’s Bar Mitzvah, and I had the same awesome sense as he that this was a
special moment with a duty to carry out a sacred purpose. It is an incredibly gratifying act to offer
the Torah to a congregant who waits to touch it with his or her prayer book and
then kiss the book. You can see in
everyone’s eyes the love of the Torah, and of this very special moment.
A few minutes later, I completed my Torah troika in a
sense. I had the honor of reciting the
prayer before the reading of a portion from Genesis, representing all of the
new members of Rodeph Shalom, who stood with me during the prayer. As I backed away from the pulpit, Ben Fink,
an extraordinary young man, approached the scroll, and surrounded by three
rabbis—in a scene that has been repeated through the ages—began, in a strong
voice and with perfect cadence, to chant the passages about God’s creation of
the land and the sea. As I looked over
Rabbi Maderer’s shoulders at the text she was following and read along with
her, I felt as connected as I ever had to the Torah, our people and future
generations as represented by Ben. It
was an overwhelmingly emotional moment for me, and gave me the impetus to chant
my concluding prayer the way I was taught by an Orthodox cantor in New York City over 50
years ago.
I want to thank all of the people—too many to mention here—who
made these two services possible, and also to thank every one who participate
in these two services for giving me the opportunity to feel so connected to our
past, to you and to our future.—Fred Strober